[I’m tired]
Ello all, well, how should I start diz one? Shortly? I’ve grown very tired…to everything…I’ve been feeling to given up on almost everything…I felt like just lying in numbness, staring emptily. Nothing can get me fired-up anymore. Even in life…why everything always come crushing down? Why is life in only one direction? From up to bottom? Putting up some blank smiles again…laughing for nothing…I’m really tense that I felt like running away from everything. But that’s the coward way out…Kuro suppose to be though…I got 5 being that watching over me…I must remember that…I’m really turning negative in side out. I started to get angry at people easily, got all emo easily, started cursing and swearing on people…I pity myself! And DAMN I don’t want pity! *slap my cheek!* become deaf towards others!! I don’t give a damn on what are you saying. This is my life, my mouth, my style! Let me do any freakin’ stuff I want! Whether it’s bad or nice, I’m the one that holds the responsibility! From the day I born, till the day I die, I ONLY STAND BY MYSIDE! I permitted to take the road that I wish!! I ONLY believe in MYSELF!
Remember this kuro:
Even when all the five of us dead,
Buried in the depth of hell,
Once your tears drop,
We’ll kill every damned soul,
To rise from the dead,
Just to come and comfort you…
It’s the only swear.
©I hate everything right now_kurorainyx hatred.
05_03_10
It’s a dark evening…darkness…is there my place?
Chasing light…those people like bugs!
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